This week's story: "Your Hands, Clasped" by pearl-o

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

After a lot of thought, I decided the story I was most interested in putting up here would definitely be both one that I was proud of, and one where I had taken some risks and experimented as I wrote. The one that probably fits both of those category best for me is Your Hands, Clasped.

Basically, a lot of this story was me experimenting and trying to try new things, and find out what happened. The POV here is a mixture of first and second person, which I hadn't used before; the timeline is slightly irregular; the voice is in some ways richer, and in some ways more minimalist than I would usually use; it's quite short and very focused. The story's very stylized, and I guess what I'm mainly interested in what ways that works, and which way it doesn't -- because ideally, in this sort of story, the style enhances the substance, instead of the substance just disappearing, but that's not always the case.

Besides that, I'm really interesting in any comments people have in general.

The story is here: Your Hands, Clasped.

This week's moderator is sprat, email at sprat75 @ gmail.com

Comments

[pearl-o.livejournal.com]

Thank you for this comment -- there's lots of really fascinating stuff here to mull over, and I really appreciate the level of detail.

Fraser trying to tell Ray a story, and Ray reacting with "Why are you telling me this, Fraser?" I wasn't quite sure why Ray said that — whether he felt it was irrelevant, because he wouldn't treat Fraser that way, or whether it was irrelevant because he wasn't in love with Fraser, or whether it was too personal for their level of intimacy, or what.

This is a particularly interesting comment, I think, because it lets me know how differently that scene was interpreted from what I had intended. I thought of Ray's questioning there as less a rejection and more sincere -- most of the time Fraser *does* have a reason behind what he says, whether it's his funny ear stories, or allegorical moral lessons, or encouragement, or what, and I think Ray knows that. Fraser has a reason here, but Ray doesn't know what it is.

I think you definitely have a point on the weakness of the ending -- this was actually one of the things I was worried about when I first wrote it, but it didn't seem to come up at all during the beta process. I think you're right, though; it could be stronger, and have more of a clear journey to it.

[zebra363.livejournal.com]

I thought of Ray's questioning there as less a rejection and more sincere

It wouldn't have occurred to me that Fraser would need any reason to tell a story like that other than the desire for Ray to know him better. I definitely got the impression that Ray didn't particularly appreciate hearing it or think it was appropriate, though now rereading that section I see that you didn't really use negative terms to describe Ray: odd expression and face creased, as if (he was) trying to figure something out.

It's really interesting from my point of view to hear how it was meant to come across!